Petty

I can’t sleep.

 

Once again, I’m plagued by petty woes. Have you ever felt like nobody’s got your back and nobody’s really listening? You fight to be heard but it just wears you down eventually and all the energy you have left is enough for an occasional sob.

 

The wear and tear of trivial things is not worth it. Something’s gotta give – and soon. I don’t even care how drastic and bloody it gets. Once I’m all maxed out in pain, next comes the comfort of numbness. Sweet numbness, take me anytime.

 

I sometimes wonder if I’m being punished. Maybe I deserve it.

 

Thank God nobody reads my blog.